watching: minutes tick by. saturday is so soon.
listening to: bjork- vokuro
mood: things seem to move slower

i'm glad that Al is getting to see his family and friends. he needs to. it's just tough on me to watch him go away for a week.
i know. i know.
things could be better- things could be worse; that's how it always works. but things have their way of working out, though. things will be fine. i just know that each moment will be longer than the last when he's gone. each and every one.

it gets me down that he's leaving, but i'm really happy for him that he's doing it. tears come to my eyes when i think about it.
i just know tomorrow night will be emotional. tomorrow night will be close, and the static in the background will just fade out. just me and him, alone.
kisses that last forever.
stares that melt the heart.
that's what it's all about.
that's what i live through every day for. for that- with him.

tonight he packs.
tomorrow night i drive him to his aunt's house so he can go from there to the airport in the morning.
god i'm gonna miss him.

well this is a hard entry.
there will be more later on.

peas and larve,
laura

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